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My Air Asia

I could still remember the moment I wanted to be Air Asia team. I wanted it so bad. It was in September 2015. Unfortunately 7 months passed and that feeling is getting less. So my decision is not to take it. Probably I would regret this decision, yes I feel it at the moment. I do regret it, but there are many things that influence my decision.

I talked to Lalu, my senior who works in Air Asia. He was the last batch that Air Asia directly hired (without third party / outsourcing). He encouraged me to try and also told me about the plus and minus of working in Air Asia. Lalu helped me in making decision. This tough decision I have ever made in my life. 

The majority of my family have spoken their voices, they encouraged me to take it. Before I decided to let it go, I had a huge fight within my heart and head. I am afraid, what if I have not got any chance again? What if I will never find another job? Those things had driven me crazy. The more I consulted to people, the more I got confused. 

Air Asia told me that I had time until 2 PM yesterday, but the HRD texted me at 1 PM. I needed few minutes to reply the text until I decided to say no. If the Air Asia was not outsourcing, I would probably take it. This feeling kills me. 

I am going back to Lombok tomorrow, trying to find another job. I do hope that I will find job immediately. I hope Mandiri Bank would call me. I hope I have another chance. People told me never let go chance, it never come twice. I am sorry for letting down many people of my decision, especially my family. Thank you Air Asia for the opportunity, I wish you called me in October. I really wish you did. 

" And every road that I've taken
Led to my regret.
And I don't know if I'm going to make it.
Nothing to do but lift my head" – I Look to You.

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